[Saba_Baran90]

نوشته اصلی توسط Ghazal.banoo

Saba ..

My Dear Saba
Really Thank You For Being Worry About Me
I Am In A Special Situation In My Life But Actually Its Not My Problem
Just REALLY Worry For My Family
I Want A Protector ! Some One Support Me , Understand Me ..
Its So Hard You Think No Body Understand You As You Want , As You Need
Specially For A Girl
My Great Protector Left Me A Lone , Exactly When I Need Him
Because Of That I Told "Time Can Help Me"
I Know Every Thing Will Be Solved , & Not Disappointment At All
Just Feel Absence Many Times In My Life , Many Situation ...
But Dont Allow Tears Come Down ,
Still Try .. Try To Be On Mode Cuz I Still Alive.. Still Breathe..
But You Know some Times You Can Not Do any Thing , Its Your Feeling
It Effects On You, It Irritates You , It Limited You
And You Can Not Do Any Thing , Its A Truth
Actually Some Times , Not Always !
I Think A Lot During A Day , Think & Think & Think
Its Irritating See Your Family In Awful Situation And Noting Goes Right !
And The Worst , Nothing To Do !!
GOD !
He Is My Best Protector , Best Friend
But Some Times I Wanna Something somatic I Mean Zaminitar
Appreciate Him Any Way

Ghazal

Then thank God dear love that what I thoght and hoped to be wrong,was actually wrong
I'm actually happy that you do feel the need for God
I completely agree with the SEMANTIC part!honestly I was crying this afternoon talking to my mom and feeling like I really need to talk to someone who is SEMANTIC.thinking of that need is making me cry again now!God!It may sound silly but I sometimes wish that God could sit in front of me and talk back to me.He may not sit in front of us,but he answers us.
You now Ghazal I Dare say IF THERE IS ONLY ONE THING IN THIS BIG ALL WORLD THAT I WOULD HAPPILY DIE FOR,IT IS MY FAMILY NO MATTER WHO THEY ARE AND WHAT THEY DO
So I know for sure that if any thing about family(God forbid) goes wrong I'm not sure if I could be strong like u to keep my tears and I'm sure I won't be able to stand on my feet.
So just believe that u R strong to have gone so far(yani ta hamin ja ham k umadi khili ghaviei) and so you can go on
and about those feelings,2 days ago I was scared to death,worried.scared enough to cry.I cried and I talked to God and got my answer from him in a dream.
He won't leave u alone.talk to sea about your feelings.it hears and swallows them and then you're free
Sorry not to be smart enough to understand you properly
but i love u
that I know for sure