[Saba_Baran90]

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hi saba

i can just pray for u . . .

i know what u are talking about to some extent! because your text has some ambiguity! but . . . ur signature and what you wrote above in the first paragraph . . . makes me think about feelings. . . saba getting used to forget is too difficult, as we are mankind, and we never forget anything .

wish u the best

Well it sure is hard to get used to forgetting, in fact you will never be able to forget about some things, but you will believe that there's nothing you can do about them
Sometimes i just think maybe i'm too obsessed with perfection and when i can't get every thing as perfectly done as possible, it pisses me off(Koframo darmiare) and that's when i feel full of nothing
The big unfair rules around you that you can't change, and the worst part is, it will be easy to get along with as long as you know it's not your fault and you're nothing but a victom, but when you make a mistake, when you find yourself doing sth for doing which you have always belaimed others, you have no choice but to believe you can't fix them cuz you are one of them, as bad as them
I know it's not clear again, but i can't help it
Every bad feeling, whether it's your fault or not, is a scratch on your soal, and after years, when you look at yourself you find nothing but a normal cover on an abnormally wounded soal
I usually feel like it, and my signature says i'm letting go of every thing i couldn't do anything about them
I love what i love and am letting go of somethings that i should have known were never supposed to be mine