[Saba_Baran90]

Sometimes i just thinnk of this place as my own diary, the difference is that it's not that personal and other people can read it too which is good cuz it means that you can get other people's opinions on it
....So where is every body? Mehregan?Mammad, Mr Mehedi
God i feel horrified! I heard a scary news from someone whom i don't actually believe most of the times but it was still scary
....Anyways
Have you ever felt like you are different that other people(not necessarily in a good way) and then come to this conclusion that there's nothing you can do about it
Sometimes i just think that people think I'm crazy, or at least wierd and that feels bad, feels alone
oh look at me! Feeling scard and lost in the dark! sometimes i just think of it as a bump in my path, but sometimes the bumps get my car broken if you know what i mean
Sometimes it just gets creepy and the worst part is sometimes it just so happens to be yourown fault and then again you are all alone but this time the thing is you can't complain cuz you caused this, you wanted this and now TADA!! It's yours! fiX it and then you realize the only way to fix it is buying yourself a time machine
handling your faults is oweful just like dealing with most of other people is, people with a pea as their and a stone as their heart
Thoughtless and cruel
!Look at me! I'm talking about other people like i'm any better
God i wish i could write here for the whole day
I have alot "To BE SAID" things that i cant say
Seeing people all having things that they made fun of for having them before, they all are what you were before but you let go(ama to bikhialeh shodi) cuz they mocked you and irritated you harsh enough to make you feel like it's the worst thing to do, the most embaressing thing to do, and now you are thought of as crazy and wierd one and just those people are now the good social important NOT WIERD ones
This is why i really like to not be with them
I know the good people of my life now and i'm gonna let go of every body(Not in my behaviour but in my heart and thoughts)except the ones who I know now are real
LOVE U ALL
FOR KNOW