[Saba_Baran90]

It always ends like loneliness is a bitter nightmare
Sometimes you have to push things away, cuz no matter how badly it scratches your heart, you know deep inside that they are never meant to be yours
The question here is why do these thing have to pop up in your life
I mean you get used to not having things, cuz you know now how not to want things
But then something shows up that you know you want it, but you also know that you wont have it

?So wouldn't it be better if it just didn't show up

I cant take this any more
Any time that I wanna blow a breathe of fresh air in my life,someone, usually the one I expect the least, shows up and destroys every thing
I am literally broken into pieces now
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I love you all
wish me luck